The Irony of love

The Irony of love is Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life...
And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again...
For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else...
Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little...
As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right...
Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover that for them we are just for passing time, while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger...
So here's a piece of advice; Let go when you're hurting too much. Give up when love isn't enough. And move on when things are not like before...
It's certain... there is someone out there WHO WILL LOVE YOU EVEN MORE...
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Lets go down to the Ozzdust ballroom, we'll meet there later tonight!

Wickedness is in the air... I can feel it! Oh wait just a tic-tock! It's just the musical Wicked!

This month I attended the Broadway show "Wicked". It was sooo amazing! I have been wanting to see it for a few years, and found out there was a showing of it in Tucson. So I got my friends together and drove to Tucson! It was fun! We ended up going pretty early due to President Obama being on the same Campus to give a speech, and we wanted to avoid traffic. It was fun though because we were about to walk around on their pretty campus and take pictures and just play around. The play was amazing, and well worth the hour and a half drive down to Tucson. My friend Jessica and I decided to dress up for the play. I went as Elphaba and she went as Glinda (the GA is silent!)

Earlier in this month we went to Phoenix first Friday. We rode the light rail from Tempe to downtown Phoenix and went to the Phoenix art museum. The art museum, is huge, and has a lot of really good displays! Jessica and I once again got together and decided to have a little fun. We went around the museum finding pictures and re-enacting them.

It was sooo much fun! In one section of the museum there is a display called "Fireflies". It is a dark mirrored room with lights on the floor and hanging so you feel like you walking in space or something! That was my favorite! I went through it twice, and really wished I could have just stayed in there!
The last section we went through we ended up getting in trouble for not "standing 6 inches away from the paintings" I think I may have been 5 inches... OOPS! My bad! Anyway, after that we left and rode the light rail back. We were playing a "would you rather" game that Jessica had in her purse and we watched a drunk and homeless guy without a ticket get kicked off. It was quite exciting! :D

Well I cant think of any other fun and exciting adventures for now. More to come soon, Im sure!

Jess

Snowboarding can be a pain in the butt (litterally!)

I went snowboarding today... lets just say, I have gotten good at always falling on my butt. I guess you could say that's an advantage, I mean at least i'm not "eating" snow. But then again, I think it would be easier if I could just, oh you know, stay up the whole time. I wanted to stay on the Bunny hill, but I was talked into going on a actual run. I was scared to death I was doing to do something going up the lift ( fall, get caught, ect) but amazingly that went fairly easy! I only wish it went that well on the run.

Like I said earlier, I fell a lot. I am pretty sure I would go about 5 feet and then freak out and fall. I'm not sure exactly how far I actually went before I gave up and took my board off, but I am pretty sure it was under a couple hundred feet. To add to the shame of not even making it down the hill on my board, I got taunted. A couple kids went by and were laughing at me, and a few kids on the lift hollered out " hey have fun WALKING!" and " you know its faster if you actually WEAR the board!" The whole run being ice didn't help a thing either. I admit I fell on my butt a few times WITHOUT the board while trying to walk down. I will plan on trying again someday, but I think I will stay on the bunny hills a little longer till I can actually stay up for more than 5 feet!

well thats all my thoughts for now!
~Merry Christmas all~
Jess

Sometimes, you can hurt yourself doing a downward dog....

So funny story!

Last night after work I did what I do every tuesday night after work. I went to my Zumba class then I went to Piyo afterwords. Well it had been a silly and exausting day at work... no litterally, like as in I had laughed myself to tears a few times over nothing! I was just way giggly... anyway, I apperently was more or less tense than usual, because I managed to hurt just about everything in Piyo last night.
We started class with even a better stretch and warm up than usual and then jumped right into the tree, Warrior 1 and 2 poses, and then we dropped into Plank and up into downward dog. Normally this isn't really very hard, but for whatever reason as we moved into downward dog My shoulder pinched a little. Needless to say...I woke up this morning feeling more like I had been hit by a train then doing a silly Piyo class. Dont worry though, All I feel now is a little sore (like usual):D
moving on!

So far this week really hasnt been too bad! Monday night for FHE we went and saw the Mesa Temple lights and "holiday show" I really didnt pay too much attention to the show cause I was having a bad ADHD night. I think I acted more like I was 10 years old. It was bad (but really fun!)I dont think anyone around me even got to see much of the show cause I was boucing around and chatting! The lights were so pretty! After the show we walked around and took pictures it was fun!

I have pretty much told you all about my tuesday but today, Oh today, was fun! I went and got my oil changed at walmart (My little Ella is so happy right now!) She was really in need of a oil change! Tonight I went to the new Harry Potter movie! I went with a few friends from the ward. It was my second time watching it and I really enjoyed that movie! I seriously want a deathly hollows necklace now though. I think that story is cool! So... right in the middle of the movie a random guy walked into the movie, walked to the other side of the room with a clipboard and stood there for a minute, then walked to the other side of the room and stood there and then walked out... not sure what he was doing. My guess was he was counting all 10 people in the theater. :P
This Saturday I am really excited to go to a Zumbathon! its going to be so much fun, AND its for charity!! YAY!
well thats my thoughts for now!

Over and out!

Jess

breaking up is hard to do, especially when you have never met!

So there is this guy.... he will remain nameless for every ones sake... anyway my friend (in Utah) decided it would be fun to set me up with him even though we were a state (or a good 11 hour drive) away from each other. Well we hit it off, or at least we did at first. The only problem was that he wanted me to always call him ( I hate talking on the phone) and I'd prefer to text. So we talked about it one night and we agreed to text for a while and I told him I'd periodically answer when he called. Well my life has slowly gotten busy and I slowly quit texting him so much because of me not having a whole lot of time to just sit and text someone for hours.
Well Friday we got in a fight over a stupid phrase. How you can take " yeah no kidding" wrong is beyond me but it happened. So then we started fighting. I felt butt hurt that he would assume the worst of me, and not ask me to explain. Well we fought the rest of that night (over texting of course) and I decided I just wouldn't respond anymore that day so I can get over it. No big deal right?! WRONG!! He decided to "breakup" with me. He sent me a message saying he couldn't see us going anywhere and that basically he never wanted to talk to me again.
Oh silly me! I thought that kind of stuff would come AFTER we had actually met in person and really got to know each other. Guess I was wrong. A breakup on facebook with someone I had never actually met was definatly what I deserved!

This guy helps remind me why I have so many walls up toward dating.... one day my prince will come though and ride me off into the sunset on his black (fresion of course) stallion. And we will live happily every after!

That's all my thoughts for now.
Jess

people will always hurt you.

This week has been a hard week. I have fought with just about everyone I am close to, been stressed beyond belief and been hurt by a few of my close friends. Last night as I sat alone on my bed watching Phineas and Ferb, I realized something. You need to be able to be your own best friend. You cant get hurt as easily that way.

Anyway enough about me and blah blah depressing stuff.

I went and saw Tangled today. SOOOO good!!!! I also had tons of fun at Tonys Party. I did however realize that I am a major Tom-boy. I mean don't get me wrong. I always knew I was a Tom-boy, but I had a realization of just how much of one I am. One of my lovely friends earlier today stated " I never realised how girly I was before today" - it was the first time we had hung out for most of the day and not just for a church thing. Don't worry I got the hint! :D

Also at Tonys party I got talking cars with a few guys (typical me, I know!)and we were kinda arguing about which cars are better and blah blah... Anyway somewhere in the middle of the chatting his friend (who was talking cars with us at first) leaned over to another friend and said " I have no idea what they are talking about anymore" oops!
Guess I over did that a little.... O.o Oh well one day I will learn to be more girly and not just "one of the guys"

Well thats all my thoughts for today!

Jess